Appearances are deceiving....Are they?
Weeee, from today you can for I only chocolate Santas and Weihnachtesgeschenke! 've Just finished my last exam for this year behind me and I feel relieved. While not expected so relieved as I had (the reason, as always: applications) but a certain amount of pressure falls on me. Especially because history was before which I was most afraid of. But was not that bad I think.
can now get the Christmas spirit. Was on weekend yet with my friend at the Christmas market (notice that is in Dortmund incidentally the largest in Europe with the largest Christmas tree in the world (I hach am proud to be Dortmund Erin): P) and buy today I'll go with ner friend Christmas gifts. Shopping I was recently enough that will not be today. Moreover Weihnahctsgeschenke are expensive enough as it is not much left to stay. * By 150 € for 3 people to schedule * Now I wait only in degree, that my co-buyer-home Christmas is coming and we can go.
Yes, it all sounds wonderful, but somehow it all sounds too good again. I do not know what I learn new again this evening ... We have never been happy in the relationship and I do not think frankly the fact that today, nothing goes wrong. I think first, that it remains so when he tomorrow morning on the way to the Burgenland, and next week Wednesday is back. Then I STARTED great. But as I said, I do not like to think how ready I'll be back tonight, if we may cancel all flights booked because he was somehow restored. : /
Well, but that I will be thinking it yet. That messed me just the day. 've Already for a long time extreme fear of the future (right now they are very intense) but I'm the decision last night to come, that it is better if I did not push all the time that account panic. Finally, I know still do not know if everything is really as bad as I imagine the stress and is also unhealthy. I just can not even make my life any of my fears about the future broken. Just let everything is coming at me, If shit, can I still be unhappy, but not before already.
Dess Because I'll get ready now for shopping, have fun today and think of all the other not manure. Life is too short to waste it to carry something.
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