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Merry Christmas

Wünsch euch allen frohe Weihnachten.

Joa, mir gehts wieder etwas better. Had only a low, but it went away in the afternoon, when I was with my cuddly nephew. In the evening I then turned again, because the whole barracks have closed and were neither food nor supplied with drinking. The can not put it over Christmas in the Pampa and who give nothing to eat, that goes against human rights (if there is something like human rights in Ösiland -.-). If I could I would shoot all types of federally enjoyable. This is so unfair unnglaublich what the offer is there anything in there and that you can do nothing against. I think human rights there not really. But well, what is already expected from a country where only 8 motorways -.- there for you also must pay more ... 'm Happy so if that's all over.

Yesterday I then wrapped the whole morning gifts. I have spent a total of ne whole roll wrapping paper. I give away too much.

Yay, I'm doing an eating marathon. My start weight on Sunday morning was 48.3. Then in the afternoon was the go eat. Yesterday I was then to 48.8 and this morning came on it only 200 grams. Yesterday I got so many non-down. But today we are already on and meanwhile there is still dessert the absolute cholesterol, which is there at all. Since the so-super cool tastes, I'm going to pull away safely inside 3 portions and tomorrow I will certainly tax the 50. cake and duck Gibts yes too. Then this morning, it is strange cheese oven, where you typed pure vegetables and stuff like cake and again that sexy dessert. My goal is to increase more than last year. At Christmas must be so. How depressing is this, if you're on a diet over Christmas and all of the great stuff unaware of anything? If I then increased after 3 kilos, at least I know that it was worth it.

Jo, Christmas Gifts:
H & M voucher for 50 €
bedding
candles
Pomfeng
game
paper trays (which makes each year with the useless gifts )

Joa today, there still was the sister of the brother and Thursday morning from a friend (who hopefully has not missed the plane and, if later, still is.). Get it now even go shower, so I can eat wittmer also equal to the full.

Merry Christmas!

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Couldn´t it be like yesterday?

Och one, until yesterday, I still thought I get it all out very well so overcome at Christmas and his birthday alone. Since yesterday night, 12 UIhr ds looks very different. Got it at 12 short course, called and congratulated and that was not good. The night I did not sleep and have terrible depression. Did I have never missed as it has. And then you also have the holidays to all, where everyone in my family who has not just me. Who is watching the likes of when one's friend alone at the ass of the world sits and can not be there? Although

attempt to persuade grade my best friend to come along, but who seems understandably not as much appetite for the birthday of my nephew to have. Is not even his family and he also has to do anything on the bike. 'm Thinking if I am not ride. If I see everything so because I can guarantee nothing, and I do not feel like my family all day vorzuheulen what. Dunno if I can pull myself together today. And now my brother since I was last year Weihnachhten not live happily. Whenever was there, I have cried a bad day and happened to have.

I just find so depressing that we have been together 2.5 years and I have not even managed to have on his birthday as his vice versa does not. What's that for a relationship, not even if it works? Doubt, just everything about. I'm terribly bad ne girlfriend. I would at least be able to fly down, the least would have been. But no, 150 € so I was too expensive. Great, now it's too late. Whiteness is not whether all is right with him at all. Since we're together is not even what went well. Everything was always wrong. Maybe n is the sign that it will not be easy or so. Actually, I'm not the type who believes in destiny and stuff, but slowly comes to me all this does not correct. It may not be true that one has only 2.5 years continuous Peck. Every dog has his day, why do we not? That can not be. Maybe I should pull einfch NEN final stroke, particularly useful to me is no longer that. They always said that it will at some point better, but when at some point? I do not want to wait all my life that I'm even happy with it. This is not the sense of a relationship. I just want that the whole thing has a chance of a good future, on that account I've been through this so long, but it seems as it would not. So why wait another 2 years and depression slide? Will not let me make my life thus broken. I myself so so much worse that I have given up much for him and has indeed brought back nothing. How much should I give up yet? I see already how I will fly my training course just to be there. And I think that can not be. So much I want the best will not risk it.

I do not know what is right, I need to get small at first NEN clear head and calm myself.
So, Merry Christmas hope it is better for you than me.

Andrew Warhol Sayings

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

For about a week we have super nice, ass cold winter weather and since this morning isses Although Misty, but higher up still cloudy and still freezing cold. Perfelte conditions for snow. And why the hell it's snowing all day is not a flake? For years we had not such a big chance of a white Christmas and now the snow does not slow -.- I feel fooled.

Whatever, I holidays! And half-year report. Is actually better than I expected, but still has a deficit to come in organic, because the last exam but not as good as I had expected, but in many subjects I've also got something better than expected. For example, in the new top notes, which they now introduced in NRW and who have spread panic everywhere. Have in each category get ne 2, although this is anything as eligible ....

What's still new? Joa, Christmas spirit is built up slowly but surely. Gifts I have so far all but one for my mother. I must attend to it the next day urgent drum.
My friend can not come for Christmas but not because he still short of speaking such a wanker was divided. The poor man is now sitting over Christmas and his birthday all alone, at -15 ° C in a tent around and beats the dead time really wanted to fly down for his birthday, but 150 € for a day are already a lot and frankly also a lot that I did not.
'm pretty sad that account (mainly because he as lousy) but I might alter non eh. And on that account I leave my Christmas break anything because of so mindless sergeants. (Or whatever is cursing the idiots who rumbrüllen only and nothing else can bully as conscripts). He comes anyway from 27 very early tomorrow and then he can until 6 January stay. Better than never and I got it New Year's Eve. Although I miss terribly and when I think that he would come tomorrow, the idea makes almost depressed, but that misses it. Change can not mans.

Yesterday I was with my mother and my best friend in Dortmund complete the last Christmas shopping. Was again quite funny, although I have my goal (shoes) is not reached. Whenever I want to have something that gives nowhere, although that is not really special. Or what is so special about brown low Chucks? The green are basically only in black and white and with some luck also in. But I want brown. Now I look again tomorrow in Essen and Oberhausen, perhaps because I have better luck. I also now search the entire Internet, but since the gabs not. In the end, I bet, will again purchase any frustration that I will never wear again. -.- I'm terribly ....

The Christmas tree purchase, yesterday ... My first Christmas tree purchase ... And then something like kopfschüttel * * After a few minutes of searching we found one that looked pretty good. . We thought then I've found the perfect tree, bolt upright, nice tight and even. My father said, but "No, we are now taking the" great and I had to reset again. And then there was the stupid cow that all the time is hergeschlichen already behind me, because they had no plan to look like Christmas trees must have ic -.- Hardly the great words which has returned the stolen under the nail. Unfortunately we then discovered that our tree is wrong and we were going to the other. He was then gone. Were then the pay ahead. Since we bought the tree is the way that you get a number and the same number is then plugged into the tree. you have to pay inside. When my mother would pay for is gone, I'm with the tongues of angels persuaded my father that we can simply swap the numbers and before the notice that they have the wrong tree we are gone. But no, not until we were already home annoys my old man that we have not taken yet another. Super, it annoys me imemrnoch mad. Have on the way back almost NEN accident built because we have discussed so hard I go back udn wanted .... Well, next year I'll go alone and take the I for really think.

Swollen Painful Calf Muscle

Best day of my life

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!

I NEN vocational training! hammer, I was looking at NEM interview which I've promised not much. Then I was in there and was so inspired by me now that it has hired me two hours later. Was so extreme surprise! Since I know I'm like on drugs. Bin all the time on rumhüpfen and am so very happy! My Future Cheffin (when I had the conversation) is the hammer. So cute and fluffy. Called me all the time "love" and was so incredibly nice. The other staff there were really open and nice to me.
Had to make because so nen test (Algemeinwissen, Knowledge of the operation, geography, etc.) and after I had finished it by the left with me. Then she was again very excited about me and after they then asked me what I think of myself and I have vowed how much one sees that I want the training really, because the whole time I've laughed and my eyes have shone then she has told me that they would like to hire me. It was like a slap in the face (in a positive sense) because I expected to have no part that says to me so quickly. I thought I bekomm as modest in 1-2 weeks, but must have been well impressed so they thought, the more I do not let go. Know not what I'm so confident in me.
I have in the past few months just worried that I'll get nothing and that I am already far too late (had been thinking to make a voluntary social year, so I am not a year does not do) and that anyway it's too late. Was that account in recent months as shclecht druf u7nd had such fears for the future and all that much with a blow to me. I think I am never in my life felt so relieved. I'm really looking forward to training. I feel so so free ... And all this after only 5 applications and the second interview. You hear almost always as training courses and how many hundred applications some and then write that I've been lucky enough to get what after 5 applications. Especially I still have a trial work before me, that is, I could also get something else. Whether I goest there I know but have not because I want to really do anything else. I did not do the operation felt so good, why should I have elsewhere?

Yes and ne 2 in maths again today I get it. Something great!
And now also looks more like this, like my friend over Christmas and New Year's get free. Everything is perfect, since there is just nothing that bothers me even slightly. I've never been this happy feeling all around. I love life Men!